Some times your deepest part of inside says that:
You are going to hell
You can easily feel its hotness and the fire. Your hurt beats so fast and deep such that you can hear it, BUT JUST YOU and nobody else, you walk along street and see people who live, who laugh, who eat, who sleep, who kiss and continue their life as if nothing happened. They never ever care there is somebody who is next to hell...
In smaller scale, there is many things in common with one of Moby's video...this is video and should have a HAPPY END...but in life, sometimes there is no happy ending because if it was supposed to be finished with a happy ending, it was not any more "life", then we would call it "video" or "movie" or ...in general something which was created by human being to see life in a way he wants, not in a way it is...yes, I think life is too cruel sometimes and people want to see and interpret it in a positive way. Sometimes when they see they are absolutely unable to be fight with destiny, they just pretend that they are final winner. Their sprite needs to be winner and they CREATE it when they cannot ACHIEVE it. They want to get rid of disappoinmentnesses(I really don't think if there is such a word in English and I created it as I cannot achieve any suitable word in this point of time)...
Poor "H" is now in this situation. She even cannot cry maybe it cures her pains for a short time. It sounds that her eyes cannot believe, her voice cannot believe, her hurt cannot believe what happened and is happening. Poor them, they all are in still in shock...the same as her...she is sitting on the bed, a plate of spaghetti with simplest sauce, empty is beside her. She is sad and SHOCKED. Even she has not yet found out what happened to her... yes, she has not yet found it out...
...
...
...
...
Yes, she talked, but still sh ecan feel the pain...
Ein bisschen Rotkäppchen...
She feels cold...she wears an orange suitshirt...she feels tired...her mind is going to be out of work and that i sexactly what she wants...
...
...
All memories:
She was so good, perfect in one of the best university of "ME", best in "V", in "S", in ... now she is alone and no more good. She is going to hell...she cannot anymore stand...she is on the ground and folded...her head is hanging from the neck....
She shold leave....
She'd better to leave...
She should go...
...
...
go
...
...
go
...
...
and not give up
You are going to hell
You can easily feel its hotness and the fire. Your hurt beats so fast and deep such that you can hear it, BUT JUST YOU and nobody else, you walk along street and see people who live, who laugh, who eat, who sleep, who kiss and continue their life as if nothing happened. They never ever care there is somebody who is next to hell...
In smaller scale, there is many things in common with one of Moby's video...this is video and should have a HAPPY END...but in life, sometimes there is no happy ending because if it was supposed to be finished with a happy ending, it was not any more "life", then we would call it "video" or "movie" or ...in general something which was created by human being to see life in a way he wants, not in a way it is...yes, I think life is too cruel sometimes and people want to see and interpret it in a positive way. Sometimes when they see they are absolutely unable to be fight with destiny, they just pretend that they are final winner. Their sprite needs to be winner and they CREATE it when they cannot ACHIEVE it. They want to get rid of disappoinmentnesses(I really don't think if there is such a word in English and I created it as I cannot achieve any suitable word in this point of time)...
Poor "H" is now in this situation. She even cannot cry maybe it cures her pains for a short time. It sounds that her eyes cannot believe, her voice cannot believe, her hurt cannot believe what happened and is happening. Poor them, they all are in still in shock...the same as her...she is sitting on the bed, a plate of spaghetti with simplest sauce, empty is beside her. She is sad and SHOCKED. Even she has not yet found out what happened to her... yes, she has not yet found it out...
...
...
...
...
Yes, she talked, but still sh ecan feel the pain...
Ein bisschen Rotkäppchen...
She feels cold...she wears an orange suitshirt...she feels tired...her mind is going to be out of work and that i sexactly what she wants...
...
...
All memories:
She was so good, perfect in one of the best university of "ME", best in "V", in "S", in ... now she is alone and no more good. She is going to hell...she cannot anymore stand...she is on the ground and folded...her head is hanging from the neck....
She shold leave....
She'd better to leave...
She should go...
...
...
go
...
...
go
...
...
go on
and not give up
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