I am in middle, left is "A" and right "M". Apart from what I read in following lines, you can see the most outstanding characteristics of both and me as well.
Yes, just now I remember that I have two friend who I like them so much. I don't say I like both the same as I like "M" more than "A", or maybe it is better to say that I feel more comfortable with "M" rather than "A". Anyway, they were always with me and they always cheered me when I was sad and tried to solve my problems when I faced ones. They were and are and I am sure will be my intimate friends for ever. I am so glad, just understood, that I made friend with them. Actually I don't remember where and when we made friend, but who cares? I mean the only important fact is that NOW we are friend. I agree as they are male, some times they cannot help me, but they are so kind even in some special problems try to help me. I am really happy to be their friend. "A" knows that I like "Mal", he knows well that I like "r.w.". He knows many thing about me which is not visible for others. Maybe because he and "M" are my old friends. They know I am mad of "S". They know I know it so good and deeply believe in it. They know my mind works like an engine and needs to be empty regularly by drinking or... They know I am a strange girl with so religious beliefs in some conditions. They know I am a special girl and my destiny is so long... I wonder how they know some times me better than myself! Unbelievable but sometimes I cannot realize myself but they can as they are looking at me from outside.
Just I noticed that I miss them so much. It is a long time no news from them...I need them to talk a bit more. They are, especially "M" is, the best persons to cheer me. I
always listen to "M"'s advices. He is older than me and so calm guy. Never ever changes his face gesture when he is talking or thinking or eating or ...or even living! He is normal as if what he says make sense and is totally logical for me. I don't say what he studied. He is tall and a bit thin. His hairs is dark and so usual. I mean I cannot find anything special in his appearance except his face as if it is always cool and with no reaction. I am 100% sure if i go to him so distracted and say that "I killed somebody, what should I do now?!" His face gesture never changes and he looks at me for 3 or 4 seconds and then start to talk with the world "well" or a question that "how did it happen?"!!! He is so cool and then he begin to tell me that what should I do as the best option! I like him so much because there is nothing which shocked him. He never looses his grace in his behaviour, I like him more than usual :)
"A" is also so nice guy, he is totally different from "M", yet they are friend. The reason is exactly the same reason I am friend with "M": I am not the same as him, so opposites attract each others. Back to "A", he is so naughty guy and just say and do rubbish stuff. I know him a bit later after knowing "M". He is a perfect smoker and drinker! Good dancer and very good partner in "S"! I have never been his gf as we see each other from another aspect. It is difficult to explain as I have seen just this kind of relationships between some special peoples both are so similar to each other. Yes, we are so similar to each other but just in ideas and not in behaviours. He and I know it so good and we have sometimes some argue together about it. But finally we understand that each of us should live as she/he likes. Now we got along with it and try not to criticise each other. But about positive parts of him I like, I should say that he is so brave and not "c" like me. He has a very famous quote which I learnt to use: "Who cares?! Just do it." He is really crazy and that is why I LOVE HIM. When I spend time with him, I just laugh from my deepest part of inside. When I leave him and come back home, I feel that I used my whole energy and I am so happy. I really feel happiness when I spend time with him. But I don't like to be his gf as he is so mean to girls who has any affair with her. He is sort of guy just missuses in relationships. He just think about taking advantages from girls. Poor them, I don't know how is their feeling when they understood that "A" just played with them. I told him that it is not a good thing and he should change his behaviour and he accepted that it is not a good behaviour. He quited for a short time, but again he started to behave as what he was already...So, no way, he again return to his behaviour as it sounds it is initiative for him.
Yes, I miss them and I should be always in touch with them as they are always the last chance for me when I need help and I am disappointed.
Just I noticed that I miss them so much. It is a long time no news from them...I need them to talk a bit more. They are, especially "M" is, the best persons to cheer me. I
always listen to "M"'s advices. He is older than me and so calm guy. Never ever changes his face gesture when he is talking or thinking or eating or ...or even living! He is normal as if what he says make sense and is totally logical for me. I don't say what he studied. He is tall and a bit thin. His hairs is dark and so usual. I mean I cannot find anything special in his appearance except his face as if it is always cool and with no reaction. I am 100% sure if i go to him so distracted and say that "I killed somebody, what should I do now?!" His face gesture never changes and he looks at me for 3 or 4 seconds and then start to talk with the world "well" or a question that "how did it happen?"!!! He is so cool and then he begin to tell me that what should I do as the best option! I like him so much because there is nothing which shocked him. He never looses his grace in his behaviour, I like him more than usual :)
"A" is also so nice guy, he is totally different from "M", yet they are friend. The reason is exactly the same reason I am friend with "M": I am not the same as him, so opposites attract each others. Back to "A", he is so naughty guy and just say and do rubbish stuff. I know him a bit later after knowing "M". He is a perfect smoker and drinker! Good dancer and very good partner in "S"! I have never been his gf as we see each other from another aspect. It is difficult to explain as I have seen just this kind of relationships between some special peoples both are so similar to each other. Yes, we are so similar to each other but just in ideas and not in behaviours. He and I know it so good and we have sometimes some argue together about it. But finally we understand that each of us should live as she/he likes. Now we got along with it and try not to criticise each other. But about positive parts of him I like, I should say that he is so brave and not "c" like me. He has a very famous quote which I learnt to use: "Who cares?! Just do it." He is really crazy and that is why I LOVE HIM. When I spend time with him, I just laugh from my deepest part of inside. When I leave him and come back home, I feel that I used my whole energy and I am so happy. I really feel happiness when I spend time with him. But I don't like to be his gf as he is so mean to girls who has any affair with her. He is sort of guy just missuses in relationships. He just think about taking advantages from girls. Poor them, I don't know how is their feeling when they understood that "A" just played with them. I told him that it is not a good thing and he should change his behaviour and he accepted that it is not a good behaviour. He quited for a short time, but again he started to behave as what he was already...So, no way, he again return to his behaviour as it sounds it is initiative for him.
Yes, I miss them and I should be always in touch with them as they are always the last chance for me when I need help and I am disappointed.
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