Life changes but I am still A GIRL

She felt better for a short time. She was happy and relieved, but last night she saw every thing is again going to be bad. She doesn't have any support. People cannot help her and the only person who can help her is herself. People just need her help, and nobody helps her. She made a break, mentally. Nevertheless, stresses are worse than before some times. No body, no body accept to take care of her. People just scared when they see she has so many and just need a little more. The last step to be close to frontier. As long as she cannot get it, she cannot reach the point and all attempts sounds fucked up...